Beginner's Luck

Soo I'm new to this blogging deal but writing seems to be a way to get me to realize a lot about myself and others. I have written a few things on facebook and I have had people come to me and say.." I really needed to hear that." If you know me you know I talk a whooole lot and sometimes I say things that may not make the most since but the nice thing is that I can open my mouth and speak words into existence the make since to someone and eventually even to me. I chose the title "Concaved Reality" because I wrote a poem with the same title and it spoke to me. My words jumped right off of the page and slapped me right in the face. It speaks of how busy I am and always have been. Often I am soo busy that I don't even realize that I am not eating or that I haven't taken the time to do...well anything healthy. This is all being done for the greater good. At least that's what I tell myself when I have everything to do and no time to do it. The truth is that I am trying to be one of the most successful sports broadcasters you ever see on ESPN and to be honest it's not that easy to get there without learning how to grind and grind hard.. right now. I am a hungry Black woman fighting for a job that most starving little boys dream of. I don't just wanna be that one girl that's on Sports Center. I wanna be THAT ONE woman you watch because for some strange reason you can't understand why everyone doesn't eat, sleep and breath NBA basketball like she does. The point is I can't do all of that without some sleepless nights. I mean it's college who eats anyway?
I digress...I do believe that this thing called life would be a little darker without my way of handling things. Problem is...I still haven't figured out how to turn on all the lights..

Peace Reese